Anchor yourself

I have been a bit silent.  That does not mean that the world is not changing.  It is changing everyday and sometimes every morning.  I don't know what symptom I am going to have today of the great change that is happening to me.  My hair is drastically thin.  I break out in pimples once a month.  My taste buds inflame for days.  I go to bed tired and wake up tired and then there are the doctors.  Every time I go, they are looking for the something I don't want them to find.  Now, how do you believe God when everything is going that crazy?  How do you believe that God is still in control, when it seems like life is spinning out of control.  How can I lay down and go to sleep when I am not sure what muscle or joint is going to have a fit by the morning.  To God be the glory, I have found that the only thing you can do when the world is spinning to grab ahold of something that is not spinning.  You need to attach yourself to something that does not change.  God's word does not change.  God does not change.  He is the one thing you can anchor your soul to when the rest of the world is spinning.