Rejected.

Today I am feeling rejected.  Rejection is something I have dealt with my whole entire life.  Understand that white folks were looking for a person like me.  It was black people who struggled with my giftedness.  They struggled to clap and appreciate my brightness.  I have had some rough days and I have had those days by myself.  Then when I am at my wits end, here come folks who could not get with my greatness when it was white hot, but they waited until sickness lowered me enough for them to feel better than me.  I spewed them like vomit out of my mouth.  I walked away and never looked back.  I have never been so happy being away from their critical spirits.  They were so glad to see me suffer that they could not contain themselves.  I feel that today.  I feel the rejected and pray to God to feel better.